The Truth about me
I hate this place that I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life.
I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen
My jeans are still a size three every now and again I find my self enthralled in a cartoon movie I laugh way to easily and some times I'm afraid to be the real me
I hate place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life
I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen
I trust like no ones ever told a lie I still cry when people say good bye if I don't get what I want sometimes I feel like I might die and when bad things happen I don't accept instead continuously ask why
I hate this place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life
I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen
My temper is explosive my personality implusive If you contradict me prepare to fight I haven't learned to think but I am always right and as always if I watch a scary movie I can't sleep at night I still think my brother is out of sight and I always wake up with the day light
I hate this place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life
I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen
I try to pretend that I'm cynical or jaded when a relationships fails
But apart of me still believes in fairy tales these are the reasons I don't quite hate my life now lets examine the other side of the knife
I cry more than I like to admit because I am an extremely easy target
What ever I do I give it my all which is why it hurts that much more when I fall
I trust like people have never told a lie but so many have been told looking straight in my eye
I still believe in fairy tales which means I'm a walking advertisment that reads take advantage of me I'm extremely naive
I've been hurt more times than I can count I've been let down more times than I care to mention I've been disillusioned and dismissed I've been hit I've been walked over I've been rejected and negelected and yet like a child I sill believe in the goodness of people
I hate the place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life
I'm twenty two and feel like I've reverted back to thirteen
