The Truth About Me

The Truth about me

I hate this place that I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life.

I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen

My jeans are still a size three every now and again I find my self enthralled in a cartoon movie I laugh way to easily and some times I'm afraid to be the real me

I hate place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life

I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen

I trust like no ones ever told a lie I still cry when people say good bye if I don't get what I want sometimes I feel like I might die and when bad things happen I don't accept instead continuously ask why

I hate this place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life

I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen

My temper is explosive my personality implusive If you contradict me prepare to fight I haven't learned to think but I am always right and as always if I watch a scary movie I can't sleep at night I still think my brother is out of sight and I always wake up with the day light

I hate this place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life

I'm twenty two and it feels like I've reverted back to thirteen

I try to pretend that I'm cynical or jaded when a relationships fails
But apart of me still believes in fairy tales these are the reasons I don't quite hate my life now lets examine the other side of the knife

I cry more than I like to admit because I am an extremely easy target

What ever I do I give it my all which is why it hurts that much more when I fall

I trust like people have never told a lie but so many have been told looking straight in my eye

I still believe in fairy tales which means I'm a walking advertisment that reads take advantage of me I'm extremely naive

I've been hurt more times than I can count I've been let down more times than I care to mention I've been disillusioned and dismissed I've been hit I've been walked over I've been rejected and negelected and yet like a child I sill believe in the goodness of people

I hate the place I'm at in my life but I don't quite hate my life

I'm twenty two and feel like I've reverted back to thirteen

I share the dream..

"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall"
- Nelson Mandela

"An individual has not started living until he can rise above the narrow confines of his individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity" -Martin Luther King Jr.

"Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired." -Mother Theresa

"As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world- that is the myth of the atomic age- as in being able to remake ourselves." -Mohandas Gandhi

"If you can, help others; if you cannot do that, at least don't harm them." -Dalai Lama